PART-V ….MOTHERS DAY SPECIAL (Dedicated to my MAA)

Hello friends!

First of all HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to you and your mother. And thank you to your Mother coz she gave me such a nice friend like you.

Mothers do not need a special day dedicated to her; she only needs your love, your happiness, your success every day. Is it right to dedicate her a single day? I think we should dedicate our whole life for her.

I am known to this world since 21yrs but I am known to my mother since 21yrs and 9 months. This period of 9 months make her a persona for me, who comes before the GOD. And this same apply for you all.

Can anybody give the full form of word “MOTHER”?

Well, I am trying for this question.

M…is for the Millions things she gave me.

O….means Only that she’s growing old.

T….is for the Tears she shed to save me.

H….is for her Heart of purest gold.

E…..is for Eyes, with love-light shining.

R…..means Right, and right she’ll always be.

Put them all together, they spell “MOTHER”. A word that means WORLD to me…

Well, I read a beautiful poem last year in a newspaper. I am writing that poem here, just read it and understand it.

सिर्फ माँ होती है
प्रारंभ से अंत तक!
माँ की भूख, भूख कहा होती है?
दो निवाले तोड़ने होते है बस, शरीर को चलाने के लिए!
हमे अच्छा खिलाने के लिए
दिनभर खटती है माँ रसोई में!
मसालों की गंध, जायेकेदार तडके
हमारी भूख बढा देते है
नरम-गरम फुल्के थाली में आते ही, गायब हो जाते है!

माँ की नींद, नींद कहा होती है?
हमारी अलार्म घडी है माँ,
घडी के कांटो से मुकाबला करती,
मानो दिन को परास्त करती है!
हमारे लिए कभी कभी तो उमरभर भी जाग जाती है माँ!

हमे सोया जान माथे पर डरते डरते
फिराती है अपने खुरदुरे हाथ और
वारि वारि जाती है हमारी नींदों पे!

हमारे अव्वल आने पर बार बार मार्कशीट को लगाती है छाती से,
अविरल बहती रहती है अश्रुधार,
मानो खुद के अल्प-शिक्षित रह जाने का अफ़सोस गला रही हो आंसुओ में!
हमारे ऊंचे मुकाम तक पहुचने में
माँ चुक चुकी होती है पूरी तरह
पर अब एक लों दिपदिपाती उसकी आँखों में
हमारी ऊंची उडाने उसे आत्म-गौरव से पूर देती है
उसकी आश्वस्ति अब विस्तार पाती है,
पानी के पंखो पे सवार हो,
लहरों से जीतना है वह, पर!
हमारी उडाने हमे उससे दूर ले जाती है अनवरत
उसकी प्रतीक्षा और हमारी प्रगति एक-दुसरे से होड़ करते है!
माँ दुसरे छोर पर उदास बैठी रह जाती है, ठगी सी.........

This poem shows the reality of the present scenario. Sometimes our success takes far from our mother.

Kisine sahi kaha hai, “Bhagwan har jagah maujood nahi ho sakte isliye usne Maa ko banaya hai.”

I want to say something to my MAA….

"माँ, तुम्हारे होने से हे कुछ मतलब है मेरे होने का, मैं तुम्हारा-तुम मेरी, तुम में बसती दुनिया मेरी! मेरे सुख-दुःख और जीवन के एक-एक पल की गवाह हो तुम, माँ मेरी दुनिया की भगवान हो तुम....."

LOVE YOU MAA.....

PART-III....Class-XII continued

Hi Friends! Welcome back to my Experiences of life so far. People who are reading this blog first time, read the PART-I first, then come to the PART-II and then read this part.

Guys and chicks ;), as you know I fall again in love with Shubha. In this part I want to share a very hilarious and adventurous trip of my life. Here we go….

It was the day of Christmas (25^th December, 2005). I was thinking about what should I gift to Shubha? Because it was her b’day on 31^st of December. Frankly telling you guys, the toughest job of the world is to select a gift for a person who is close to you….and this constraint cross the limit when you have to select a gift for your love. But majburi ka naam to aap jaante he h ;)

I decided to give her a painting. I went to the painter and ordered him to make a painting of a boy’s face thinking about someone. He said, “Ok, It will cost you 1500 bucks and I’ll give you painting on 30^th”. I said ok and came to home. I was waiting for 30^th December.

And lastly the day came, I was very excited to see the gift for her. I went there and brought my packet to home. When I opened it……WOW!! Awesome yaar. I can not explain that painting, but still I try my level best.

In that painting, a tree was there which didn’t have a single leaf. It was the tree of spring. On the left corner of tree a boy face was painted nicely, who was thinking about someone. Some alphabets were written there which shows that what this boy is thinking about? That alphabets contains this sentence in a discrete form “Veeru loves you”. Really it was the fabulous painting.

I was very happy that I got such a precious gift for her. But in evening I got news from Knishuki that Shubha went to her native place i.e. Ajmer. I really felt bad. But what can I do? I asked kinshuki to give her contact number of Ajmer, but she don’t have her number. Means gift to door ki baat h I can’t even wish her. My all plans were failed.

At night I was thinking about her with the core of my heart. I was really missing her. Then I decided to go Ajmer and wish her. I woke up at 4:30Am, the day was 31^st of December. I prepared myself for this long journey coz Ajmer is 285KM far from Udaipur. I checked my wallet, I had 500 bucks in my pocket and I didn’t had Driving License at that time . Then I called Kullbhushan to ask some financial help. He asked me the reason, I told him my plan. He said no to me but I requested him and did some EMOTIONAL ATYACHAR……

He gave me 500 bucks more and said to me, “I am also coming with you veeru for any emergency case.” I told my MOM that I am going to school for extra classes and after that I directly go to the tution classes and in night Kullbhushan organized a new year party at his home so I’ll go there. Mom said Ok.

Me and Kullbhushan went to meet Kinshuki. I asked the address of Shubha at Ajmer. She said, “I don’t know exactly where she live, but one day she was talking about Savitri College in Ajmer and she said that she lives in the vicinity of that college.” Then I called Arpit that please call at my home around 7:30pm and say to my Mom that we all are going to Kullbhushan’s home for party.

Then I started my HOODIBABA…. And started my journey to Ajmer with Kullbhushan around 7:15am. I was in a single shirt without any woolen clothe on my body. I wore Shirt of cheery color and black jeans (Shubha really likes me in this dress. Her favorite color is Cherry color). My first stoppage was NATHDWARA, that is around 50Km from my home. We took tea there and decided to travel continuously to 235Km. I set my mind and started my bike. Bole to apun k mind me vo he ghum reli thi….

The top speed of my bike was around 100Km. We reached there at 12:30Pm. Uff…. I was really tired. That was my first trip to Ajmer. I went to Bouquet shop and purchased a bouquet made of red roses. Then we searched Savitri college. We got it man….

Kullbhushan was riding bike at that time. I am looking for a house with a name plate written of “SHARMA”. We got around 8 houses with such name plate in vicinity of college. I asked about Shudhanshu (Bro of Shubha) at every house but mera to bad luck he kharab h….

I didn’t got any clue about her. It was 2:00Pm. We had to leave so that we could reach to Udaipur at time. So, we went to “DARGAH” (I think you all heard about the famous mosque in ajmer.) and put that bouquet in dargah. We departed from ajmer at 2:30pm.

What the fucking luck I had….my bike punctured near a small village that was still 200Km far from Udaipur. We repaired our bike by a mechanic of near by shop. Again we started our journey at 4:15pm.

We saved from an accident by a truck coz of my rough driving. I was in hurry to reach Udaipur. We reached to NATHDWARA at 7:00pm. We took dinner in restaurant. At 8:30pm we reached to Udaipur. I dropped Kullbhushan at his home and reached to my home at 10:00pm.

It was a very bad day for me. I couldn’t make it to even wish Shubha on her B’day. I went to my bed to sleep.

I had a dream that night. What I seen that, “Shubha was in hospital. I went to met her. I reached there and entered in her room. Then I sat on bed near Shubha. She saw me and she said something from her eyes, and then she hugged me. I can feel her warmth, I can feel that she had a high fever. ”

I just woke up…I got threatened by that dream. Well, she came to Udaipur on 4^th of January,2006. I told my dream to kinshuki and said her that ask Shubha, is she alright?

Then Kinshuki came to me in lunch time, her eyes were filling with tears. I asked what happen dear? She said to me, “Veeru, koi kisiko itna pyar kaise kar skta h?”

“Hua kya h yaar? Kuch btayegi?” I replied.

Then she told me, “Shubha bta rahi thi ki new year vali night ko usko bht tej fever tha aur hospital me jakar drip chadhvani padi thi. Isliye vo Udaipur aane me late ho gayi.”

I was really shocked….matlab jo mujhey sapna aaya tha ki Shubha ki tabiyat sahi nahi h..that was true. Aisi cheeje aaj tak maine reel life me he dekhi thi…but you guys don’t believe me…ye meri real life me bi hua. I dreamed that my love is not well and it was true. How can it be possible??? Kya isey he kehte h true love??? Ya just a coincidence? Koi kaise bina mile bina jaane kisika haal jaan skta h???

…..To be continued.